No one ever told me
that the other side of the paradox
would feel so much
like liberty.
It feels like honey,
sweeting the most bitter corners
of a tired soul,
or hot tea
warming the frozen edges
of a numbed frame.
It feels like dancing
in the pelting rain
when you’ve been waiting years
for the storm to stop.
My broken heart
has just learned
to beat again,
as she steadily starts
to breathe again
,
these big, deep breaths of air
fresher than I dared believe exist
in the pluming smoke of loss.
You were right, Momma T.
because I loved until it hurt,
and now?
There’s no more pain;
just love.